messed up
I have a new docters visit coming up on monday to see what they want to do.They want to do a messure of white mass that is in my brain and around my spine to see how far the MS is already settled in me.
Where I am afraid of is that the mustles that control my hands and speech are going to go bad.But only time can tell.
Somewhere in a life before this I must have done something realy realy bad to deserve this. I am just 31 and I should be in the prime of my life, now my mustles are going to get weak over time.
I never made much plans for the future, I mean I am 31! and now the docter adviced me to get things settled because of the marks they found in the MRI scan. He is not realy optomistic. This is not fair.